Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Live and Forgive

I didn't feel very well today, for the most part my head has been hurting all day and I was severely nauseated. I'm feeling a little better now, but my head still kind of hurts. At least I did get some things accomplished today. I got a lot of junk out of the bedroom that I don't need, so I am trying to get a little bit done every day. I never unpacked a lot of stuff when we moved here since I never liked this house. Hopefully things will go as planned and we can move this Sunday. I will be relieved to be out of this house. I've never liked it and there is tooo much going on over here.

So I am watching this movie called "Overcome" the main character in the movie treated people very badly and chose the wrong thing most of the time. His parents prayed that he would be able to find his way. He ended up in a car accident the driver was drunk and so was he. The car they hit was a girl that went to the same school as he did and he died for a few minutes. The girls knee was messed up pretty bad. The main character had a vision when he died at the hospital. He saw all the wrong things he had done in his life and felt all the sadness he caused. He then set out to make amends with people he had done wrong.

I felt a similar experience at one point in my life. I wouldn't say I had a vision but I knew finally that I needed to start doing the right things in life. I then set out to choose to help people and start a relationship with my sister that I never really felt was there. I let my dad know how I felt about the verbal abuse he put me through when I was younger, but I let him know that I forgave him for it. No one is perfect and we are now on better terms, I also apologized for things I have said and done. I feel better about the person I am know. I asked God for forgiveness for the things that I have done. I still have some people to fix things with, but I feel good inside when I help people and do good things. That's how I choose to live now. Respect everyone and help when you can. :)

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